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God With You

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Check out the CHRISTmas story like u've never seen before



Imanuel: God With Us

Is God with you this CHIRSTmas season?

christmas is simply one thing
Mas Christ
More Christ

is God with u?
Celebrating the king who is near to me
Ben,

Christmas colored light

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Have u ever wondered why we put lights on our Christmas trees?

have u ever wondered what purpose those small multi colored lights served?


these were the questions i contemplated while putting up the tree

i came up w/ no real answer other than it looks cool
but i found a greater analogy hidden w/in the depths of the fake tree and multicolored lamps


iam a light on a tree!
u are a light on a tree!
were all lights on a tree!

were all different colors of creatively designed lamps that illuminate and give new perspective to the life we live!
we are simply the lights on the tree of life were all different and all together its looks amazing

so this Christmas season light up the tree of life


electrifying life
Ben,


Kids on Christmas

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Gues what???
ITS CHRISTMAS TIME!!
A time where we GIVE, and celebrate the most amazing gift ever given!

its also the time most ppl in America are full of Greed, pride, and envy!

don't let the hustle and bustle of the hollidays get u all up in a tisy!

let out ur inner kid

were all Big Kids!!
grab ur stocking
and crayons
and write a letter to santa
make a snow man
make sure to put some cookes out for santa
bake a cake for Jesus
sing lots of songs
drink lots of hot chocolate
make sure u show the Joy of Christmas!!

its not about how much crap u can get
its about showing CHRIST!
the whole point is celebrating the best gift ever given
lets follow suit by giving!
from the salvation army bell wringers
to maybe even supporting a child through compassion international

make this holiday season a time of Giving, loving, laughing, singing, and JOY!!

let out ur inner child and just have fun!


"the best way to spread christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear"
-Buddy the Elf

merry CHRISTmas
Ben,

A Picture's worth a thousand words

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a pictures worth a thousand words

here's a screenshot right out of the bible in a way u prob never saw it!

keep creating

photo by David Chapelle

creating the undiscovered
Ben,

Man in the Mirror

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i can't get this song out of my head so powerful so true


Man in the Mirror
I'm Gonna Make A Change For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right...

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My Favorite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin'
My Mind

I See The Kids In The Street With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On

The Wind Ya' Know 'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go
That's Why I Want You To Know

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror

I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer

If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself,
And Then Make A Change


I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize That
There Are Some With No Home
Not A Nickel
To Loan
Could It Be Really Me Pretending That They're Not Alone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream

They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind,
Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With Me
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror

I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself

And Then Make A Change


nuff said

making THAT CHANGE
Ben,

FREE HUGS!

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Hugs are a great thing!!
i personally am a big fan of hugs!!
theyre a sign of friendship

i think a hug a day will keep the doctor away!!
love is the best medicine!

i think the church has "side hug syndrome"
the ever so awkward side hug
when u attempt to embrace someone from the side
w/ one arm
always awkward
never enjoyable

side hugs show a lack of comitment
its a half hearted hug
i think the church has engaged in such activities
we're afraid of fully commiting
i church today feeling like i got a side hug
when i deserved full frontal!
it wasn't the message
or the music
it seemed like there was a lack of community
a lack of LOVE!

i think if every person gave one extra hug a day
the world would be a happier place!

do the world a favor and give an extra hug tomorow
giving out free hugs
Ben,


the screaming silence

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take a moment
turn of the music
close ur eyes
take a deep breath
and don't say a word

listen to the silence
let the place of no noise usher the warmth of serenity in silence

what is screaming out to u in this silence
what voice has been silence by all the noise in ur life?

simply
"Be still and know that HE is God"
stop stressing, worying, complaining,

remember that u are never really in complete control
Gods got u in his hands
he'll never let u Go

just listen to that voice that screams out to u in the silence
listening to the silence
Ben,

Wasted

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“Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. If anyone believes in me, rivers of living water will flow out from that person’s heart" -Jesus

i've come to the conclusion that real christians live WASTED!!
theyre so drunk they don't look the same
their words change
their actions change
their emotions change
their love changes
everything changes!

i think most ppl who sit in a pew aren't living WASTED
b/c when ur wasted u have no control of ur actions
when ur wasted its not ur words
ur under the influence of something!!

christians who live wasted are fearless, loving, caring, daring,
they don't care about what everybody thinks

idon't know about u but i wanna do more than drive under the influence
i wanna live under the influence of living waters
i wanna spend my life drinking from a river that will never run dry

i think God diggs underage drinking!!
"if anyone is thirsty let him come and drink"

living under the influence
Ben,

Change in the Atmosphere

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Change is coming to BensBrainDump

sorry for this prolonged silence
life's been crazy busy

well lately i've been thinking alot about "Change"
especially as it pertains to this blog
its time for a new look
new feel
new content
new goals

iam changing my purpose for writing

making this more about creatting quality content
just for U! my reader

making this more "my journal on this road trip toward authenticity a search for the truth in the midst of a chaotic humanity"

more than just whatever is on my mind
making it more kingdom minded
w/ thoughts that will hopefully encourage and inspire you

here's a little screen shot of whats to come
so keep coming back
i'll keep writing u keep reading
and hopefully this rocks both our worlds!

"live out on a limb b/c thats where the fruit is"
learning to LOVE
searching for authenticity
Ben,

100% pure ME

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Striving for reality
In a constant battle for authenticity
all i wanna be is 100% pure ME

So many fakers and posers
to many posers preach from the pulpit
preaching the latest and greatest series from the TV preacher
in an attempt to "modernize" their church
instead of spending hours on their faces
seeking the face of the father

What happended to the authentic REAL relationship w/ God
we've filled it w/ religious crap
big church words
and five step programs
we want to cope w/ it instead of overcoming it
everytime w/ choose to "Cope w/ crisis" instead of overcoming it
we loose part of our authenticity

Everytime i back down from a challenge
we loose part of the real me
everytime i let fear run me
iam loosing part of me

Constantly working on my REAL relationship w/ God
Being open and ready to do whatever
isn't always fun, exciting, easy
its often boring, tiring, hard,
But if i wanna keep my authenticity i gotta live as the least

I wanna be the REAL me
w/o any thing extra
just 100% pure ME

striving toward authenticity
Ben,

stop living in black & white

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today i've been thinking a lot about vision
i think sometimes our visions resembles this photo above(taken by urs truely)
black and white
except through the glasses
often times we gaze into life w/o having our "Glasses" on
were staring @ a black & white world
missin out on all the details of color
the bright colors
the reds, greens, blues, yellow, purple, and so much more
were missin out on life
b/c we aren't seeing clearly

i know of a dude who had the same problem
and his situations were much worse than simply staring @ a flower
he was the Servant of Elisha (elisha is a prophet of God)

15 Early in the morning a servant of the Holy Man got up and went out. Surprise! Horses and chariots surrounding the city! The young man exclaimed, "Oh, master! What shall we do?"

16 He said, "Don't worry about it—there are more on our side than on their side."

17 Then Elisha prayed, "O God, open his eyes and let him see."

The eyes of the young man were opened and he saw. A wonder! The whole mountainside full of horses and chariots of fire surrounding Elisha!

2Kings 6:15-17

Elisha's servant wasn't seeing EVERYTHING around him

he was stuck in looking in the natural

he totally forgot about the supernatural

if he had gazed out the window w/ a spirit led mind i bet he wouldn't have just seen the enemy!

i think often times we are gazing into life w/o Gods Vision

were staring @ the enemy saying "iam screwed" when in all reality were NOT ALONE!!

"there are more on our side than on their side"!!!

lets start looking @ life w/ different eyes


looking @ life in full color

Ben,


What is LOVE??????????????????

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today iam gonna type about in my opinion the most used and overabused word in the english language

that word is LOVE!


what is love.....
songs have been written.. movies have been made.. sermons have been preached.. speaches have been given.. books have been written.. all about one question "What is love"

we've tried to explain and define this crazy emotion
were always searching for a definition we try to find it in books and movies and songs

gues what
i've found the answer

a dude named paul totally gave it to me

he's kinda old and in the ground

but he gave the anwer!!


u wanna hear it?????????
hmmmmmmmmm

i gues i'll give it to ya!!!!

Love never gives up.
Love cares more for others than for self.
Love doesn't want what it doesn't have.
Love doesn't strut, Doesn't have a swelled head,
Doesn't force itself on others,
Isn't always "me first,"
Doesn't fly off the handle,
Doesn't keep score of the sins of others,
Doesn't revel when others grovel,
Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
Puts up with anything,
Trusts God always,
Always looks for the best,
Never looks back,
But keeps going to the end.

if i was u i would read that again
and again and
every single day see if ur livin THAT love!!


one more thing that my bro Paul told me that i think u should know

Trust steadily in God,
hope unswervingly,
love extravagantly.
And the best of the three is love.

trying to live THAT love
Ben,

Follow You

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so on tuesday leeland's new album "Love is on the move" dropped
i am in love w/ this album right now!!
i've yet to find a song that i don't like!!
1 song has really become my anthem!!

its called follow u


to listen to it just click the play button

here's the powerful lyrics

You lived among the least of these
The weary and the weak
And it would be a tragedy for me to turn away.

All my needs you have supplied.
When I was dead you gave me life.
How could I not give it away so freely?

And I’ll follow you into the homes that are broken.
Follow you into the world.
Meet the needs for the poor and the needy God.
Follow you into the World.

Use my hands, use my feet
To make your kingdom come
Through the corners of the earth
Until your work is done
‘Cause Faith without works is dead
And on the cross your blood was shed
So how could I not give it away so freely?

And I’ll follow you into the homes that are broken.
Follow you into the world.
Meet the needs for the poor and the needy God.
Follow you into the World.

I give all myself.
I give all myself
I give all myself….to you.

And I give all myself.
Yes, I give all myself.
And I give all myself….to you.

And I’ll follow you into the homes that are broken
Follow you into the world.
Meet the needs for the poor and the needy God.
Follow you into the World.

following HIM
Ben,

Run Hard

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You've all been to the stadium and seen the athletes race. Everyone runs; one wins. Run to win. All good athletes train hard. They do it for a gold medal that tarnishes and fades. You're after one that's gold eternally.

I don't know about you, but I'm running hard for the finish line. I'm giving it everything I've got. No sloppy living for me! I'm staying alert and in top condition. I'm not going to get caught napping, telling everyone else all about it and then missing out myself.

Paul

idon't think theres anything left for me to say

running hard toward the finish line
Ben,

in the crapper

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10 We are fools for Christ’s sake, but you are very wise in Christ. We are weak, but you are strong. You receive honor, but we are shamed.11 Even to this very hour we do not have enough to eat or drink or to wear. We are often beaten, and we have no homes in which to live.12 We work hard with our own hands for our food. When people curse us, we bless them. When they hurt us, we put up with it.13 When they tell evil lies about us, we speak nice words about them. Even today, we are treated as though we were the garbage of the world—the filth of the earth.
1 Corinthians 4:10-13


last night when my YouVersion reading plan lead me to this passage i read it... thought.. read it again.. and again!!
i was like "what the heck" "does paul not want us to become christians" "he just said if we follow christ well be treated like crap"
i think the principle of humility is one that has been long forgotten in the church of today
we no longer understand what it means to live humbly
to live as the least

i also think that many of us don't respond to the crap of life like paul says we should
idon't know about you
but this passage just rocked my world!!

humbly living as the least
Ben,

The Draft

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So today i immersed my self in the world of Fantasy Football for the first time!!

i have had a lot of fun today in the Draft!!

my team is on espn.com
i participated in espn's live draft which is pretty epic!!
real time feed from all the other players in the leauge

graphics and speed were incredible!!
iam finding out y ppl love fantasy football so much!!

all this drafting players got me thinking if Jesus was the player "on the block"(being drafted right now)
would u choose him to play for ur team????

don't just say yes for the sake of being "religious" or a "good person"

really think about it
b/c if he's on ur team u have to lay down ur life u have to give him control of everything!!
let him be QB, Coach, Owner, and more!!


would u choose Jesus??????
drafting the KING
Ben,

Coach

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whats up ppl?????????
so i've spent the last week of my life @ mega sports camp
coaching lil kids in dif sports... baseball.. basketball.. its been fun
its always fun to coach lil kids
help them achieve their dreams
show them how to shoot a free throw
or hit the baseball over the fences
its a very rewarding!!
watching them going from crappy jumpshop & a non existant layup skillz to shooting 10 freethrows in a row & making the J!!

i wonder is that how God feels???
helping us go from hopeless & lost to joyful and happy
bringing from the pit to the palace
i can't imagine what is must feel like for God to sit there and watch as he changes lives every day!!
knowing that his whole purpose is to "Seek & save what was lost" leaves me speachless
i can't imagine the feeling of constant saving
that all the time every day the feeling of reward from changing lives!!
thats gotta be amazing

well gues what
coach put u in the game
its the 4th quarter
theres 60 seconds on the clock
u gotta win the game b4 time runs out!!

lets follow in the footsteps of Jesus and live to seek & save the lost & forgotten
cause the clock is running down!!

gettin my head in the Game
Ben,

BOOM!!

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WOW this summer is flying bye!!
i just had an incredible experience the last 2 days!!

MAN CAMP!!
a group of guys from my youth group went camping!!

it was awesome!
we shot skeet.. went canoeing.. campin.. watched the A-Team.. farted.. burped.. ate lots of meat!! and lots of other man stuff!!
it was awesome!!


i got to do my morning devo's sittin on a dock by a river during sunrise!!
truly an amazing experience reading the word of God and standing in awe of his creation!!

gazed into the stars and dreamed BIG dreams!!
nothing like spending time w/ the creator & spending time enjoying all he has created!!

i discovered something while shootin a 12 gauge shotgun!!
it goes BOOM!!
a really big BOOM!!

kinda like when we say "Jesus"
all the devil hears is BOOM!!


after my first shot i stood there w/ a huge smile on my face and all i could say was "WHOAH"

i was in amazement!!
there was a whole lot of power coming from that gun!!

when i hit the skeet it exploded into a bunch of pieces

i had never seen a better picture of prayer in my life!!
when we pray it goes BOOM and demons explode!!!

pretty simple
very manly!!
making some big BOOMS
Ben,

Jesus love YOU... this I KNOW

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I was so given a free advanced copy of "Jesus loves YOU... this i know" by Craig Gross and Jason harper and this book has rocked my world!!

here's my review from the table of contents to the title this book is truely revolutionary!!
there's something extremely powerful in the title "jesus love YOU"
we so often times here jesus loves me but never really hear jesus loves YOU!!


with chapter titles like "Jesus love the Bitter and Betrayed", "Jesus loves the disconnected", "Jesus love the broken" Jesus love the forgotten.. skeptic... glutton... crook... outcast.. porn star.. religious..

The message is clear in this book Jesus love YOU... this I KNOW!!
it doesn't matter who you are or where ur coming from jesus loves you

jesus loves the broken and forgoten he cares about you

the real life stories makes thing jump off the pages and into real life

the heart renching stories that Jason and Craig tell are incredible
life changing and revolutionary


this quote from craig summs up the entire book for me

"While fellow believers argue that to no avail, we want to reach out and love the unlovely this iknow"
the idea of loving the unlovely and broken.. forgotten and lonely is revolutionary in the least!!

the church has focussed on the interior ministries when christ came to seek and save what was lost!!

i see these men truely becoming the hands and feet of jesus

like jesus who went to the side of the woman who was about to be stoned for adultry
he stood up for the unlovely craig and jason are making that the core of their ministry it's inspiring and revolutionary!!

this book has challenged me to really begin to love the unloved.. forgotten.. broken.. lonely..

that it doesn't matter who u are or where ur coming from JESUS LOVES YOU!


for more information on the book and a preview check out
jesuslovesyou.net
always remember JESUS LOVE YOU THIS I KNOW
loving the lonely
Ben,

brand NEW!!!!!!!!

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i don't know about u but i like new stuff!!
like new cars... clothes... and other stuff
i also like brand new blogs!!
i am proud to present to U THE BRAND SPANKIN NEW www.bensbraindump.blogspot.com
iam very pleased with this new change
change is good
my site needed an upgrade so i gave it one

what do u think of my brand new site?????????????
do u like it?????

Worship Workout

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Here's another lesson from the little one's

Worship was something that totally suprised me!!
iam used to the typical united/desperation/dcb/how he loves.. setlist
and we get there and they crank this music that is like half pop half techno
i was like "what the crap is this????" but well the kids thought it was the bees knees!!
i also didn't get all the motions to every single song
i felt like i was doing a cardio set or something?????
maybe i should make a kids worship workout vid or something?????

i realized something
the motions did something more than just make all the kids pastors look fat/old and out of shape
it gave the songs more meaning
the kids started to get the lyrics
when they were shouting "HEY!!!! jesus love me" they really started to believe it
or "let ur light shine whoah let ur light shine whoa let ur light shine and let jesus shine through you" these kids really began to get the point of these lyrics
they went from words on a screen to a decleration from their hearts!!!
so i aint really a huge fan of the lil kids motions i do get the point and they do what they are inteneded to do!!

the kids had a song that was so simplistic yet profound in nature

it went something like this
"Your love is deep
your love is high
your love is long
your love is wide

Deeper than my view of grace
Higher than this worldly place
Longer than this road I travel
Wider than the gap You filled

Who shall separate us
Who shall separate us from Your love
Nothing can separate us
Nothing can separate us from Your love"

I love how kids worship is so pure and simple!!

kids don't care what they look like when they worship

its just them and jesus

learning from the little ones

Ben,


Lessons from the little ones

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I just spent the last 5 days @ kids camp!!! it was crazy!!
i got blobbed... my dad got broken... god made some big booms in some boys... the sky was blue... i became superman... and lots more stuff!!

lots of fun exciting games and activities.. from Go karts to low ropes to swimming.. and slip and slime!! i had an awesome time!!
i had a a great group of boys
they could be challenging @ times... but.. that's what little boys do!!

it was purely incredible to watch God change the lives of these kids

i watched some of these guys completely change over 5 days!! it was amazing!!
i got to pray with them in the altars... let them cry on my shoulder and hug them till the tears stop!!
their anthem became
"HEY!!!!! Jesus loves me"
they began to declare to all creation that they are loved by a real God!! who has HUGE dreams and plans for them!!
these little kids every day turned me into a tear soaked snot covered mess!!
putting my hand on their shoulders as they sang "This world has nothing for me i will follow you" "cause i need u jesus to come to my rescue where else can i go theres no other name by which iam saved capture me w/ grace i will follow you"
i watched as their little lives were changed for eternity!!
i got to do something this week that impacted their lives!!
words cant explain the feeling of watching these little guys lives completely change in 5 days!!

if there was one thing i learned this week it is simply the simplicity of the kingdom

One day children were brought to Jesus in the hope that he would lay hands on them and pray over them. The disciples shooed them off. But Jesus intervened: "Let the children alone, don't prevent them from coming to me. God's kingdom is made up of people like these." After laying hands on them, he left.
Mathew 19:13-15

One of these days some simple soul will pick up the Book of God, read it, and believe it. Then the rest of us will be embarrassed. - Leonard Ravenhill

simplicity is the key to the kingdom!!!!!

more lessons from the little ones to come

learning to LOVE
living under HIS waterfalls

when in rome speak spanish

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so i've been reading and rereading this passage over and over again over the past few days
in diffent versions and commentaries and this version seems to be the most simple and in yo face version
so here it is

Romans 12:1-2
So here's what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him. Don't become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out. Readily recognize what he wants from you, and quickly respond to it. Unlike the culture around you, always dragging you down to its level of immaturity, God brings the best out of you, develops well-formed maturity in you.

so when i think if this passage the whole idea of placing every freakin thing i do in front of god and then totally giving him ALL control of EVERYTHING iam like holy crap!! idunno if i can do this!!
"Dont become well adjusted to your culture" when i first read this i was like "huh???" isn't the church suppose to be "Culturally relevant"?????
then God was like the message should be presented in a culturally relevant fashion
u don't need to be culturally relevant!!
just because u move to rome doesn't mean u don't have to speak italion
it make be hard but u dont have to!!!!!!

living for God we should go to rome and speak spanish!!
"Do not conform any longer to the patterns of this world but be renewed by the transformation of ur mind"

so next time when ppl are all like "Dude u don't act like everybody else" u can just smile and show some swagga!!!!!!! and be all like dats right foo!! i aint suppose to talk ur talk and walk ur walk!! u can moonwalk i'll do the running man!!!
u speak italian i'll speak spanish!!!

speaking espanol in italy
Ben,

Sing Sing Sing

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holy crap its been like forfreakinever since i've blogged!!
probably b/c my summer has been supper busy!!
hope ur summer has been as awesome as mine!!

well today this song has become my anthem... i can't stop singing it...

its called "Sing Sing Sing" by Chris Tomlin
its pretty amazing


just click the play button to listen to it
(song VIA lala.com)

here are the amazing lyrics

We will sing, sing, sing
And make music with the heavens
We will sing, sing, sing
Grateful that You hear us
When we shout your praise
Lift high the name of Jesus

What's not to love about You?
Heaven and earth adore You
Kings and kingdoms bow down
Son of God, You are the One
You are the One we're living for

You are the love that frees us
You are the light that leads us
Like a fire burning
Son of God, You are the one
You are the one we're living for

well i hope ur having an amazing summer
keep singing HIS praises
i know i will!!

learning to LOVE
living under HIS waterfalls
Ben,

dreaming big dreams

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wow i just read this passage in my YouVersion
i though u would like to read it


4 Don’t be afraid—you’re not going to be embarrassed. Don’t hold back—you’re not going to come up short. You’ll forget all about the humiliations of your youth, and the indignities of being a widow will fade from memory.

5 For your Maker is your bridegroom, his name, God-of-the-Angel-Armies! Your Redeemer is The Holy of Israel, known as God of the whole earth.

14 You’ll be built solid, grounded in righteousness, far from any trouble—nothing to fear! far from terror—it won’t even come close!
15 If anyone attacks you, don’t for a moment suppose that I sent them, And if any should attack, nothing will come of it
Isaiah 54:4-5,14-15
I hope that was just a short encouragement!!
i know it encouraged and challenged me!!
to dream big dreams
and never stop chasing
chasing after clouds that are full of rain
Ben,

Fish From Flesh

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tonight this passage came up in my YouVersion and it was so good i decided is shall write about it

1Samuel 5:1-5
1 Once the Philistines had seized the Chest of God, they took it from Ebenezer to Ashdod,2 brought it into the shrine of Dagon, and placed it alongside the idol of Dagon.3 Next morning when the citizens of Ashdod got up, they were shocked to find Dagon toppled from his place, flat on his face before the Chest of God. They picked him up and put him back where he belonged.4 First thing the next morning they found him again, toppled and flat on his face before the Chest of God. Dagon’s head and arms were broken off, strewn across the entrance. Only his torso was in one piece.

most of u are like whats the big freakin deal??
its just like an idol thingy that broke

the big deal is not just that the pure power of god inside of the "Chest of God" or "Ark of the Covenant" completely abliterated Dagon
its what dagon was
Dagon was a half fish half human God

i have no idea why they made him that way
but they did

the cool thing that God did was seperate FISH FROM FLESH

bringing this into today
the fish was the symbol for the early church
flesh is symbolic of the "old self" our BC "before christ" life

and God comes in and tears the flesh off of u so u can be all fish

tears away all the old crap in ur life so u can be all God!!
pretty awesome stuff!!

do u need to seperate fish from flesh???

becoming more fish and less flesh
Ben,

late night rambelings

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As i sit here watching the clock fly between 11-12

iam just gonna write whats been on my heart lately


i read this passage in my YouVersion today and it totally wrecked me!!

“Can you compare me to anyone? No one is equal to me or like me." Isiah 46:5


wow how awesome is that!!

i think that sometimes we loose track of how big our daddy God really is!!

we sometimes end up thinking of him as just another thing in our live

when he is the BEGINING of everything in our lives!!


on this Dad's day i've found myself not only thinking about my earthly father

who rocks by the way

but a lot about my abba father

my daddy god

the one who created everything around me!!

i think that everyday should be ABBA FATHERS DAY!!


we don't really give him the appreciation that he deserves!!


another thing that has been flying through my mind

is "Lets stop just existing and start LIVING"


lets stop just going by in life doing the same things over in over again

today is now monday

a day that a lot of ppl hate

they are all tired

today do something to make ur a day not so typical

when ur monday sucks smile @ somebody's who's monday sucks and make both of ur days not suck!!

REAL LOVE and JOY is contagious!!

iam always amazed by the amazing power of a smile :)!!!!!!!!

its not always the huge things

its the small things that leed to big things

we all could use some more LOVE in our lives!!


well as the david crowder "sunset and sushi" album is pushing me deeper into insomnia iam gonna sign off for the night and hopefully get som zzz's!!


lets stop just existing and start really LIVING!!

and changing he world around us

living the real love...

Ben,

Laughing Out Loud

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continuing this video madness i decided today the vids are gonna make you laugh out loud!!

the first vid is my favorite ever it's all 4 of the Vintage 21 videos!!
it's kinda long but it's all hilarious!!
check it out





alright this next vid is a mr pres smashing a fly
but like this ones crazy asian w/ some voice over
made me feel like the karate kid!!



WOW that was freaking hilarious


the third and final vid is possibly the most amazing sword fight i've ever seen



i hoped u laughed out loud


laughing out loud
Ben,

music video madness

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so today iam gonna throw some music vids @ u!!

1st up is my favorite song in the whole freakin world
it's "How he loves" by John Mark McMillan
check out this vid


WOW this was epic
i totally just cried again!!
not only did this take place @ the most amazing event EVER the call nashville 7-7-07
but i came w/ a story that is incredable!!!!

next is Mute Math's Typical music vid which can only be described as amazing!!
check it out


The only way that i can describe that video is "Mute Math"
i hope u thought is was as epic as i did!!

the 3rd and final music video of one of my friends Lindsey doing a phenomal job singing "Before the Storm"
check it out

so i don't know about u but i think she totally rocked that song!!

u can check out those and even more amazing vids @ http://www.youtube.com/user/Lindsey3807

so tell me which is ur favorite vid??

whats ur song??

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What's up everybody??
so today i've been humming.. singing.. rockin.. head boppin.. jiving.. fist pumpin... to some John Mark McMillan
He's written some pretty AMAZING stuff!!
my favorite right now is "I dreamed there was a fountain"
check it out

what have U been listening to today??
what songs make u move??
what songs make u laugh? cry? happy? sad? jump? mosh? smile?
whats ur song today????
i wanna know

so just leave me a comment below and tell me what u song is!!

rockin ur face off
Ben,

the CiCi's experience

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so today i went to CiCi's w/ my granparents and as soon as we walked in the door the CiCi's experience began

as soon as you step in the door i was greeted with "Welcome to CiCi's" from the moment you walk in the door they surround you with a family friendly and community oriented society where everything is cheap and everybody cares about you

it's amazing how small things such as pizza made just for you or being greeted as you walk in and as you leave they make sure to respond w/ "CiCi you later" can make such a difference!

it's kinda like the cheers bar
a place where "Everybody knows your name" a place where your always welcome. theres alway a stool/seat waiting for you @ cheers!


this should be like the church
a place that welcomes everybody
a place where everybody is welcome and everyone who walks in the door is personally greeted and feels like ppl actually care about them
the churh should be a place where everyone is loved and cared for!
a church that is built around loving relationships
a place where ppl can just walk in and feel like family
a safe haven of joy
a place where everybody knows your name and ppl show that they care about you


making a CiCi's church

Ben,

a BIG BAM from PETER

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as i sit @ my messy desk typing on this computer with the melodic sound of phil whickham singing cannons in my ears iam reading todays YouVersion as i go from judges to isaih to 1 peter... then all of a sudden BAM!! it hits me like a truck!! this word that is hidden inside the small book of 1Peter a book that i've never really payed much attention to... an underpreciated book filled w/ some awesome stuff
so heres the BAM word i read from Peter

1 Peter 1

1 I, Peter, am an apostle on assignment by Jesus, the Messiah, writing to exiles scattered to the four winds. Not one is missing, not one forgotten.

2 God the Father has his eye on each of you, and has determined by the work of the Spirit to keep you obedient through the sacrifice of Jesus. May everything good from God be yours!
A New Life
3 What a God we have! And how fortunate we are to have him, this Father of our Master Jesus! Because Jesus was raised from the dead, we’ve been given a brand-new life and have everything to live for,4 including a future in heaven—and the future starts now!5 God is keeping careful watch over us and the future. The Day is coming when you’ll have it all—life healed and whole.6 I know how great this makes you feel, even though you have to put up with every kind of aggravation in the meantime.7 Pure gold put in the fire comes out of it proved pure; genuine faith put through this suffering comes out proved genuine. When Jesus wraps this all up, it’s your faith, not your gold, that God will have on display as evidence of his victory.8 You never saw him, yet you love him. You still don’t see him, yet you trust him—with laughter and singing.9 Because you kept on believing, you’ll get what you’re looking forward to: total salvation.10 The prophets who told us this was coming asked a lot of questions about this gift of life God was preparing.11 The Messiah’s Spirit let them in on some of it—that the Messiah would experience suffering, followed by glory. They clamored to know who and when.

12 All they were told was that they were serving you, you who by orders from heaven have now heard for yourselves—through the Holy Spirit—the Message of those prophecies fulfilled. Do you realize how fortunate you are? Angels would have given anything to be in on this!
A Future in God
13 So roll up your sleeves, put your mind in gear, be totally ready to receive the gift that’s coming when Jesus arrives.14 Don’t lazily slip back into those old grooves of evil, doing just what you feel like doing. You didn’t know any better then; you do now.15 As obedient children, let yourselves be pulled into a way of life shaped by God’s life, a life energetic and blazing with holiness.16 God said, “I am holy; you be holy.”

17 You call out to God for help and he helps—he’s a good Father that way. But don’t forget, he’s also a responsible Father, and won’t let you get by with sloppy living.
Your life is a journey you must travel with a deep consciousness of God.
18 It cost God plenty to get you out of that dead-end, empty-headed life you grew up in.19 He paid with Christ’s sacred blood, you know. He died like an unblemished, sacrificial lamb.20 And this was no afterthought. Even though it has only lately—at the end of the ages—become public knowledge, God always knew he was going to do this for you.21 It’s because of this sacrificed Messiah, whom God then raised from the dead and glorified, that you trust God, that you know you have a future in God.22 Now that you’ve cleaned up your lives by following the truth, love one another as if your lives depended on it.23 Your new life is not like your old life. Your old birth came from mortal sperm; your new birth comes from God’s living Word. Just think: a life conceived by God himself!

24 That’s why the prophet said,
The old life is a grass life,
its beauty as short-lived as wildflowers;
Grass dries up, flowers droop,

25 God’s Word goes on and on forever.
This is the Word that conceived the new life in you.


couldn't have said it better myself

Livin the LOVE..

Ben,


Whats ur Melody Line??

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Music... Melodies... they are the thing that inspires us... the things that keeps us up with everything is falling away... we all have that favorite playlist of melodies that make us feel good.. make the sun shine brighter... those songs just make everything more enjoyable... mine includes... U2, Anberlin, The Afters, Brad Paisley (for when iam feeling a little country), MuteMath, Switchfoot, and most recently Dave Mathews Band... I've been listening to their new cd "Big Whiskey and the GrooGrux King" it pretty amazing
here's my favorite song "Shake me like a monkey"

alright as the dave mathews band send out sound waves fly through my mind in a whirlwind of inspiration... happiness.. joy.. amusment... and many other emotions iam brought back to the thought of melodies that inspire and sometimes control our life

whats the melody line of your life???
"Livin for love".... "iam broken and beaten sitting all alone crying my eyes out wishing the pain would go away"... "joy unspeakable that wont go away".... "it's not a fair fight... it's gonna be a rough night"... what is the melody that is running your life
is it gloomy or joyful??
does it make you smile??? or cry???

Does God have a say in your melody??? does his heart have anything to do with your life???

i know that my melody has an acoustic guitar... bass... drums (light brush roll on the snare)... and Jon Foreman singing "iam chasing after YOU... livin between YOUR bridge and chorus... when my manmade melodies end true worship will begin"

whats the melody of your life???
does it need to be rewritten????
singin a new song
Ben,

Names and Shakespeare

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So for the last couple of weeks in English i've been reading through William Shakespeare's most well known Elizabethan tragedy "Rome and Juliet"

and today i read a line that has kept me thinking all day

'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? it is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O, be some other name!
What's in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of thee
Take all myself."


In this scene Juliet is angry because a simple name is keeping her from her true love Romeo
for he is a Montaque and she is a Capulet and their families are bitter Italian rivals who forbid theyre children to intermarry
Romeo and Juliet is possibly one of the most well written pieces of literature i've ever read
iam not a big love story fan but the imagery and other elements of literature in this book is incredible!!

anyways this quote really has kept me thinking about names
whats the point of a name????
Identification???
Seperation?
names can be both a good and bad thing??
can be a sign of respect of disgust
names are simply words given to identify a specific person object or emotion

So many times i dream of what it must have been like for adam to name all the animals in the garden!! how his mind comprehended everything and kept track of it

iam amazed at the complex system we have created for naming animals nowdays
and how silly and pointless some of ways we come up names for our children
see i've decided that my first son will be named "Maximus Zion" and my daugher "Zoe Grace"
i've come up w/ these names because i like them and they are different and exotic
but names are simply a title
they have nothing to do with the actual thing itself

a pig is called a pig but a the word "pig" doesnt describe any part of that pig

so why the heck is it called pig????????

i've found one thing that is can be harmful/helpful is a name
i've watched as names are hurled @ people and penetrate the heart like a dagger abliterating their self esteem and perception of other people and themselves

i've seen what happens when names seem to brighten up the day.. make the sun shine brighter.. and make life just more enjoyable

there is so much power in a simple name

whats ur name??
no iam not talking about "Johnny" "Susie" "Ben"
iam talking about names like
smart, beautiful, nerdy, looser, stoner, christian, perfect, whore, gentlmen, jerk?????
whats the name that society has defined u by???
does it describe you???

if it's negative how can u change that name????

i know there is a dude who can changer ur name
he changed a dudes name from jacob to isreal
but it came @ a cost
in order to get his name changed he was marked for the rest of his life

Do u need to change your name??

Gettin a name change
from the ONE who named the stars
Ben,